Daunting Chaos

I look at my heart
and see how it’s strived
for living and dying
while being alive.

I notice it’s striving
has been quite contriving
of a daunting chaos
akin to not thriving.

This chaos was born
out of good intentions blind
to nurturing the potential
of my creative mind.

Thus, my heart’s faltered
in courage to be light
as that daunting chaos
eclipsed darkness in my sight.

Such is my blessing
to write this verse —
And such is the agony
to live with this curse.

And so while my mind
writes to live,
my heart is dying
to receive and give

love ii


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